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10.06.08

2008-10-06T14:26:00.002+08:00

10.06.08

At exactly 6:45 am i would be working on another store location, in another city that I am really not familiar. Life for me has been changing in a good way. But its too sudden that I am overwhelmed again, its like how I felt when I first got here. I think I'll be fine.

Somebody told me "I know you're strong, I saw it when I was with you." - what was that suppose to mean? I really don't know.

devious

2007-09-29T05:05:00.000+08:00

Ive been stucked at home for three days, coz i was not scheduled for work and even if i was scheduled today i just dont feel like goin to work. Maybe its because of the weather that makes me wanna stay at home and do nothing. Well actually i wanna watch movies today with my niece that is if my sister would permit her to go with me.

Since bugs left for school there has been a lot of things that have been happening to me that i never told him and i dont intend to. Since he went back to school everything was different between us, i dont blame him for that. I wanted to be that one person whom he could run to because im his friend. I know that theres a lot of things goin on, on his part too and I dont want to interfere with it. I just let him be. Sometimes i feel like im torturing myself about the situation but i mean i know its for the better.

I got a lot of issues lately with my family especially with my stepdad, but whatever i just ignore it. I mean i am not letting his personality break my spirit. Im on the verge of standing up again on my feet without anybodys help. I have been too dependent with bugs thats why i think i have the every right to be so depress with my life. I have always been that strong person and I still know that I am i just have to get back on track about my priorities including setting my personal emotions aside. Coz mostof the time it is the weakness that i always fell into.

Im still fighting for my existence, but im living with much optimism that everything is gonna be alright and all things will come to its place with its every reason.

2006-12-08T14:26:00.000+08:00

nothing in this world would make me happy... but im glad im going back home.. my birthday is coming soon and i hope by then im back home with my mom and dad.. it has been a long stay here,,

i love to be here.. but it also pains me to stay much longer.. ive been here and have to move on, and so long.. and maybe someday ill come back

2006-11-03T14:00:00.000+08:00

Alas dos na ng hapon at katatapos ko lang mag tanghalian. Kasama ko si Barbi (cousin ko) at si Kathy (partner nya sa badminton), grabe ang sarap ng tanghalian namin, at libre ka nakakahiya sa nanlibre ahahah. Bibigay ko sana share ko kaya lang ayaw nya eh kaya sha na lang nag bayad, bwahhaha parang ako na naman ang taya nito bukas. Kagagaling lang din namin sa badminton practice namin, nag start kami ng 8am at natapos kami ng almost 1pm akalain mong abutan ako ng ganayang oras tapos wala pa akong agahan nyan.

Andito ako sa cafe at dapat hindi ako dito sa blog ko nag encode kun di sa Microsoft Word, hahahaha.. masyadong busy ang buhay ko at marming pinapagawa sa akin ang mga kasamahan ko, kaya minsan nakaka frustrate ang mga practice drills ko kasi ang dami kong mali pero sabi nga ng mga kasamahan ko na "kaya nga may practice para matuto."

Sa mga oras na to dapat ay natutulog na rin ako at nagpapahinga para may energy pa ako mamaya pag laro ko. Grabe talaga ang practice nito, pero ok lang may mga benefits naman ako na nakukuha. Di ko lang ma tantiya ilang pounds na na bawas sa katabaan ko.. hehehe

2006-10-30T20:48:00.000+08:00

i have been so busy nowadays.. For the past week i have to wake up early for my badminton practice. I think its getting serious ehh.. hehe juz kidding, not that serious but i have to be serious in a way that i should improve my game. Yesterday we went to Cagayan de Oro City for the leveling for the JODACA Tournament on November 10 - 12. Arggghhh, unexpectedly i was put to level D and my partner was leveled to Class E. Sigh, unluckily since i was the higher level we were put to play on level D. It's not that im not confident of my game but im a little bit scared. But its ok ill get over this feeling.

I just arrived from practice and i feel so tired i think im goin to rest and till the day i post again :)

2006-10-20T14:47:00.000+08:00

hmm.. im kinda in a hurry now. im going to my badminton practice in 5 mins.. argh..

that's Nana when bored hehehe..

2006-10-19T17:36:00.000+08:00

argghh... im too busy to write something here.. and im too damn tired to think right now. ive been roaming around the city just to find something useful in the house.

2006-10-12T13:43:00.000+08:00

Boy: I'm giving you all your freedom... you still have a choice, and I'll respect whatever decision you make

Girl: I'm not perfect, all I'm saying is that I'm just being honest of how I feel about us, it hurts a lot. But at the end of it, it doesnt mean that i love you any less. It's a struggle but I'll be there with you..

That was one part of the conversation that my boyfriend and I had.. it was kinda weird but it was ok.. After that conversation I went to play badminton with my Uncle it was fun and i had to go home kinda late.. and it was still a boring day for me..

2006-10-11T17:35:00.000+08:00

arghh.. im happy now

A Year Has Pass

2006-10-04T14:46:00.000+08:00

I couldnt quite imagine how the year has passed. I never even bothered to write anything.. I realized that everytime I write something on my blog, it would be how many months after or even a year after my last post. Sometimes i thought of putting stuff that has been running through my mind but then when i face the computer, my mind turns blank.

For the past year i have been busy keeping my self busy, literally. But most of the time im with my friends every night just playing badminton. For almost a year i have been crazy over badminton and joined not so many tournaments just to test how far have i improved since the first time i have played the game. I have found many friends and have my self trapped between disputes over religion matters. I dont like it when people judge me for choosing my friends. And it pisses me off when they judge my friends without knowing them. I have been friends with our muslim brothers and sisters. But then again, in every little thing or word i say something about them in front of my so-called christian friends makes my life a little bit more complicated. Most of the time my heart is torn apart when my christian friends say bad things about my muslim friends, and I hate myself for not defending them. Im still struggling over this matter.

ouch

2005-12-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

I always thought that love is being happy when your with that special someon that you cant imagine life with out him. But then its not just that, but being happy with your self when your with that person. Where you could be yourself, no lies, no pretensions, just you and your real self. Through out my 3 year relationship I've come to realize that I have lost my One True Love over someone I thought was the one...

School

2005-09-23T11:49:00.000+08:00

Hala.. grabe its been so long na d ko namalayan malapit na mag tapos ang isang semester ko sa skol.. finals na namin pero after going through school para akong nanghina kasi masyado hectic ang schedules ko sa reason na nakakaasr mga kaklase ko kasi ayaw ni tumagganp na mag leader sila sa every task na pinapagawa sa amin.. grr.. ka asar ha.. ikaw ba namay ma ganoon d ka ma asar?

Christmas Presents

2004-12-20T09:46:00.000+08:00

Wohoo.. ang aga ko umuwi from work kahapon kasi excited na ako mag wrap ng mga gifts. Hmm medyo konti pa yon na bilhan ko ng mga regalo pero ok na rin yon. May creative side pala ako pag dating sa gift-wrapping hehe. May pa ribbon effect pa kunwari,nakakloka talga pag babae ang bibigyan.

Hayy naku ang tagal ko pa namang natapos hatinggabi na noh. Tapos biglang nagtxt kapatid ko at ang sinabihan ba naman ako na nag-iinoman sila. Kala nya magseselos ako kung gumigimik sha, d noh... pagod na ako sa mga ganyan. Kontento kaya ako sa buhay ko ngaun.. ;)

Haaaayyy.. ka ka asar wala pa akong na bili para sa sarili ko huhuhu... ang dami ko pa naman gusto, pero yon na nga walang pera

Christmas Time

2004-12-18T13:46:00.000+08:00

Waahh.. itong blog na to ay pinabayaan na ni Anna pero ok ok.. since marami akong panahon ngaun pwede na rin maka pag post nga ng bago dito.

Hay naku malapit na ang pasko. At kahapon ako'y naglakad lakad upang mag hanap ng mga regalo sa mga inaanak ko at sa mga friends ko.. Aba at napakaraming tao kahit saan tindahan ka pumunta. Kaya yon wala akong nagawa sa boutique napadpad.. eh ang daming maganda na mga damit, kaya lang d kaya ng budget ko.. kaya hala hanggang tingin na lang lola nyo.. Pero may na bili naman ako ang nakakadagdag pa sa gastos eh yon kain.. sayang pera pero ano magagawa ko eh nakakgutom eh. D ko pa nga natapos kahapon kasi pagod na ako..

Ngayon ko na lang ipagpatuloy kasi naman sana wala na msyado tao pra madali lang ako matapos.. Hmm sasamahan kaya ako ng kaibgan ko sana lang noh.... =)

2004-11-07T17:56:00.000+08:00

Argghh

2004-10-30T20:49:00.000+08:00

andami naman problema ngayon arawww.. ka asar

Bamboo The Band

2004-10-29T19:11:00.000+08:00

nyahahha oo pupunta ngaun gabi dito si bamboolicious.. At pupunta ako dun makikiparty na rin.. wushuuu.. kasama ko bespren ko at kaibigan ko yey! wahh malapit na mag simula pero sorry na lang susunod na lang kami kasi d pa tapos work ko dito ngaun eh kailangan ko pa tapusin. Bakit naman kasi ang tagal umuwi ni bossing ko ngaun. Atat na atat na akung pumuntaaaaa at manood ke bamboooo!!

Dance With My Father

2004-10-29T13:56:00.000+08:00

Ayan nag pagala gala na naman ako sa mga blog.. at na pad pad ako sa blog ni Jajey, eh ang nka play na mp3 is Dance with my father.. Memories at maraming memories ang bumalik sa isipan ko..

Ang dami ko naalala sa song na ito.. naalala ko yon episode sa Boston Public about a girl and her father.. nakak touch yon episode na yon na iyak nga ako eh. Bigla ko naalala ang tatay ko.

Alam ko na sa kabila ng lahat ng nangyari sa family namin, wla akong magagawa dahil baliktarin ko man ang buong mundo walang mababago dahil siya pa rin ang tatay ko. Marami akong regrets at marami din akong mga tampo sa kanya pero wala na ring saysay ang lahat ng yon kasi tapos na eh.

Sana lang algaan nya ng husto yon kapatid namin na nasa kanya, wag sana saya ma gaya sa amin.

Mahirap ang mahiwalay sa mga magulang. At ang malamang kahit kailan hindi na mabubuo ang pamilya mo.

;)

2004-10-24T10:21:00.000+08:00

eh its been like month since i first posted here.. oh well coz i had it so messed up and didnt know to fixed it up so i guess i kinda left this one. Now that i fixed it up im writing on it again.. HehE.. well thanks to my other blog i found myself changing this one and walah.. it works.. it takes patience and perseverance lols.. oh well at least i got it all worked up..

Blah.. Blah.. Blah

2004-09-20T16:32:00.000+08:00

Hello mga friends.. Welcome dito sa blog ko, hehe akalain nyo bang ako din nahahawa sa kaka-blog nyong lahat.. eh wla naman akong ma gawa kaya sige gawa na rin ako.. buti na lang to may ma sulat kahit ayaw na man ilagay dito. well lately hindi na ako nakaka pag prendster kasi masyadong busy sa bahay kasi malapit na fiesta dito sa amin. Na aasar nga ako kasi d pa ako natuloy ng manila kasi naman ang daming last minute emergencies dito. Hay wla na talga pag asa ang bakasyon ko sa manila.